it's You :)

#02.07 apologize me, I don't remember the date
ah, on this late night still, can't close my eyes.. It's not because I've had an overslept problem. My eyes,my mind,my body,they told me they need to rest.. Just one part of it that is struggling, my hearts, it keeps beating harder and harder.. I ask why? But still, I didn't get the answer, it still beating, harder than before.. I got some kinda weird sensation, such a joy sensation.. It's joy because my heart told me that it's some kinda feeling that people always talked about, find out, fight for, fall for, look for, crazy about, and bla bla bla.. Yes, this thing's called love.. The angel's side of it shows how joyful it is,, people laugh, smile, cheers, blushed, and bla bla bla because of it, yes, I truly admit it, life feels so awesome.. For every step that I take, every move that I make, every breath that I take, every single day, every time I pray is filled with your name..on and on, again and again.. It's you you and you.. But why you? I tried to ask my heart, but still it told me nothing.. on and on, again and again. Until I find, love does not need reasons.. It happens just like that,,even the smartest person on earth such as Albert Einstein did not know how to make a formula to find the reason for love.. Yeah, such a hard thing to describe.. Was love real? Was love do really exist? Or maybe there's no such a thing called love? yes, one more time, even the most romantic person on earth such as Rachmaninoff could never be able to find out.. but there's one thing that I've found out from the first time I fall in love with you until this cold freezing morning,, that love can't be forced to come or leave even by you or me.. ready or not, I'll come to you :)

#04.18
Ah, it's morning already..time to pray will come soon..and it's you, again that I've always pray for, no matter how far we are..hope Allah hear my pray..Amin..



11/03/2011 11:50a
Katanya mau skolah lagi.. Find out, aku ga bisa apply taun ini..jadi km yg apply, taun depan aku nyusul.

 
16/03/2011 7:02p 
It's been 7 months, isn't it?
Ia, terakhir ketemu september bukan sih?
Speechless lagi..haha..
Ga tau, stiap aku nyoba ngobrol sama kamu pasti ujung2nya speechless, stuck, mandek, ga tau mau nulis apa lagi, knapa ya? Padahal pngn ngobrol..

 
27/03/2011 12:30p
Thank you.. for comin' back.. :)
Do u have any idea what will happens to us next?
Will it gonna be like what has happened before?
Hahaha,,still, u're no ready,rite? Will u tell me when u're ready to make it official.. Just one step ahead from what we're right now..

mengenangmu hanya akan membuat senyum simpul menjadi tawa. kemudian tangis air mata bahagia. terima kasih karena pernah ada, dan pernah menyebut namaku dalam doa. meski bukan aku, kamu akan bahagia :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.